Where’s the Understanding?
More changes, more changes, more changes. I’ve been trying to be patient. I’ve been trying to hold my own. Don’t get mad when I need space to myself, just so words like the ones that effected you so much today don’t get exchanged. Shit is JUST getting more complicated. Don’t get mad at me when you know you would push me away in the same fashion. It’s not that your advise doesn’t help, but when you’re stating the obvious and trying to make me feel stupid… It does not put me in a good mood. I don’t ever try to put you in a position like that. Even when I know you’re wrong I don’t try to rub it in, or instigate a fight, or try to make you feel like less of a person. I just accept it and let it go. You couldn’t imagine what I even feel right now. After finding out, and NOW this? Seriously? I might as well just put a gun to my head right now.
