Queen Among Queens

You win some, you lose some.

It’s been a while since I’ve last updated my tumblr, huh? I guess you could say that I’ve just been caught up with some things like preparing for prom(s) and being happy so not a lot of things have been on my mind lately. My mind’s drifted elsewhere, looking forward to summer and it just isn’t coming up fast enough for me. We’ve got a month left though. A puny four weeks, that’s all I gotta tell myself, but damn, I’m getting so impatient. I’m trying my best to hold on to what little motivation I have left to finish off this year strong, but damn, it’s so hard! The only class I’m really stressing about it Stat. And maybe English, cause it’s just annoying to have to do all this pointless work. Omg. It’s just struggle to have to do all this work for one credit. Everything’s accelerated and I’ve been procrastinating so much lately, holy shit. I don’t even have enough motivation to go to stat everyday. Oh God help me! Haha, I’m turning into such a useless bum. But Mr. O is a good teacher and I know he will help me at least pass my final… with a B.

Anyway, the whole college thing is a sore subject with me. Apparently the maternal unit doesn’t wanna help me pay so I’ve gotta do everything on my own now. Bitch move, right? I try really hard to make her happy and be the trophy daughter she wants so she can brag to all her coworkers in the computer room about how I’m going to make a lot of money when I grow up and take care of her in the future and all of the other snobby shit I know she does despite herself. But hey, maybe if she doesn’t pay for my college tuition and whatnot that makes terminates my liabilty of preserving her health and well being?

Ha, fuck. It really doesn’t.

I just want out.